Wednesday, September 24, 2008

never ending job

Even when I am at home with my family, have been off work for over a week, being a nurse doesn't end when I leave work.
Case in point... I have sick children. yes, CHILDREN.

As I lay on the couch comfortting one of the twins that is sick with a sore throat and stuffy nose... I hear from the bathroom....
S: MOOOOOMMM! (crying)

Me: whaat? (as I am tired from being up late and woke up early)

S: I neeeeed you! Please come quick! (still crying)

Me: ok, ok... just a second. (I manage to move ever so carefully from under the sleeping baby so not to wake her and then I wouldn't be helping anyone)

I make it into the bathroom to find Sammy on the potty. Sammy is crying. unconsolably crying. I grab the footstool and take a seat.

Me: what is wrong? (as I rub his back and try to be comfortting)

S: I peed! (still crying so much I can't understand the rest of what he is trying to say)

Me: ok.... (inspecting the floor for pee... ) I can't understand what you are telling me. tell me again.

S: I peed out my butt! (just sobbing and sobbing, tears not only streaming from his eyes, but rolling down his naked legs)

Me: Oh, I see... Ok... that is ok... it is called DIARRHEA.


Poor Sammy. To give you a little history on Sammy, he is 7... going on 47. He is a germ-a-phobe, doesn't like to get dirty, potty trained very early and very easily b/c of his desire to be clean. Not that he doesn't ever get dirty, he just prefers not to. He has had diarrhea before, apparently not as bad as it was today. After much reassurance that everyone has had diarrhea that is like pee coming out of your butt... he managed to calm down, wipe, wash hands and come back to lay on the other couch.

I am really hoping tomorrow brings about a better day... with fewer sickies!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

it all started here... day one...

Ok... so it isn't really day one... but the more I work, the more I feel I should be blogging about my experiences.

I am a new RN. I graduated in May 2006 from a 2yr Associate degree in Nursing program.

My personal history is this:

I have traveled a long road to finally get to this spot in life. I graduate high school in 1991, attended a 2 yr college while I tried to figure out what I wanted to be when I grew up.

During that first year in college, I got pregnant. Dang it! No where did I write I wanted to be a MOM at 20. Well, plans change and I quickly warmed up to the idea of having a baby. I took classes to be a CNA. After all, my grandma was a nurse, my mom was a nurse, my aunt was a nurse... you get the picture...

I breezed through CNA school and passed the test and had my CNA license. Yeah. When I was working as a CNA, I decided to go on to school to be an RN. After all, they did make a lot more money and look so great in white. (yes, the nursing home I worked at still required the RNs to wear white)!

I began nurses training in the fall of 1993. I was in a 3yr diploma program. I passed freshman year with flying colors. Jr year began and some where in there, my life as a single mother, took a turn. I was tired of school. I was tired of being told how old I was. I was tired of the relationship I had been in with my son's father. I did a complete 180 degrees and before I had time to think, I failed out of school. I tried to go back the following fall but it wasn't the same. I had changed. I was burned out. Nursing and school, especially nursing school has a way of doing that to ya.

The next 3 years I spent trying to figure out what or where I was going. Many times there wasn't any rhyme or reason to my flightyness. All I really knew was that nursing was not for me. Finally, in 1999, now married living on Fort Benning raising a 2yr old... I decided to get back to the medical field. I enrolled in a phlebotomy program. I passed and took my national test and got 88/100. I was very proud. I knew my stuff! I was a registered phlebotomist.

While in GA, I got pregnant again. My husband and I were not getting along. I moved home. A friend, LB, told me of a job opening at the local hospital in laboratory. I applied, got the job, and was making $6.85 ($.35 more than what Wal-mart paid). I felt like my life was getting back on track. I divorced my husband, and here I was a single mom with 3 kids making $9something an hour. I decided maybe I needed to do more than just work in laboratory.

In the fall of 2003 I started taking A&P, followed by Microbiology. In the Fall of 2004 I began nurses training. It was a long and difficult road. Not only was I going to school in the daytime, but I worked 2nd shift full time in the laboratory. I chose to take the extra LPN class even though I was planning on continuing my education. I passed my LPN boards and started back to school for my RN in Aug 2005.

I graduated in May 2006. I had applied for OB. I really love OB and working with babies and helping women become moms. I felt like I was really living the dream when I was hit with a surprise of my own. I was pregnant... AGAIN. If you are keeping track, this was my 4th pregnancy. I was engaged to my fiance planning on being married in Sept. Then the biggest shock yet... TWINS! I continued to work in OB until the high-risk maternity people badgered me enough to go off work. I was 24 weeks along. The twins were born in Jan. The hospital had already filled my spot in OB. I was crushed.

In the long run it was good b/c it has allowed me to stay home with my twins. They are the last babies I will ever have (yes, I know this for a fact b/c I had my tubes tied). One day I hope to return to OB or try something different like ER... but for now I will write about my days of working on a skilled nursing unit.